My title is "The Devious Evildoer", Evildoer/Nami being the easier verision ofc but to avoid confusion I will say that I use Nami but it's also the name of my favorite oc (in the corner) so just to avoid confusion I go by either. I've only just like recently got into coding and want to learn so many more languages. But other than that I'm slowly working on making my own web graphics.
With that being said, a few minor things about me is that Im Colombian and Puerto Rican! (which is completely countered by the fact that I'm a sterotypical no sabo kid), I'm bisexual, and have a deep love for the edgy and macabe but also to most cutesy and adorable stuff.
I have kind of a corny typing style, I'm sorry for that, I struggle with conveying myself so I act a bit extra and mildly valley girl coded at times, it's just the easiest way I can express myself.
You can find me at... @THEDEVIOUSNEVIL on twitter!
I'm a total sucker for body horror, guts n'gore, and gnarly kills in movies. Pme of my all time favorite manga is panorama of hell, MADK, Tomie, Uzumaki, etc. I'm just a fan of horror and gore as classic metaphors.
To cut myself off quickly I should calrify I'm not a watcher of actual shock content and am actively against it, I first hand have suffered the effects of being exposed to many things at far too young of an age and understaNd its reporcussions so I'm very against it. I believe you can be a toal sucker for gorey horror and art without looking at actual shock videos and those who do are always those weridos who think theri cool. Claorfying this so nobody pulls up thinking I'm like that, no dude we are NOT the same.
With that said, I lvoe it in the sense of how it can make the viewer uncomfortable and the metaphors it can represent both comofrting and horrofix I mean it past just romantic and erotic love but platonic too! One of the most effective types on my personally is both pregnacy and anything to do with vomit and throwing up, I don't why but those get to me
BUT above all else one of my all time favorite parts of it in mvoies is practucal effects, good god i love practical effects, theres so much effort put into the crafts and seeing how they are made and the output is so intresting and fun to me. It's so wonderful to see these artists at work!
My bad habit is collecting, it runs in my family but some of my all time favorite thigns to collects are dolls and older magical girl toys! I lvoe porclein dolls, they are just sososos beautiful and lovely, the dresses, their hair, it's so fantastical. Magical girl toys ar eso important to me, I struggle with so stuff and there's just so much comfort in the idea of being a magical girl. It's sweet in nature! Fighting for justice with your friends in cool pretty costumes and powers. It's something that really makes me feel comforted, it's so kind natured that it's hard to explain. I also had a thign for pocket watches a while back, I wanna collect them again but I dunno it can be expensive... sad sad sad!!!
I'll be the one to admit that I struggle to memorize bands, songs, and such, I'm always so afraid of being called a larper but I do geninuely love the music. My dad is a total metal head and introduced me to the music and I lvoe it alot. I think my big fear is jsut that someone is gonna come up to be and call me basic or a poser. I geninuely love the music I'm just kind of embarassed to talk about what I love. I'm worried that if I don't prefer nicher bands or like the popular ones people will think I'm a loser, but you can't really avoid it? SOOOO I'll talk about it here!
I WILL say that rn I'm getting in more punk music and rock more so than metal, but a band I'm listening too a lot rn is Queens of the Stone Age, Nirvana, Bad Brains, Royal Treatment PLant (doesn't really count here but I NEED to mention somewhere that I like them), MCR, System of the Down, Them Crooked Vultures, etc! I love hearing what songs people like and reccomendatiosn so please always send them my way!!!
I'm stuck in a toxic relationship with fandoms, I've lived it all...drama, discord servers, adults acting like assholes to minors, etc etc but there's also just nothing like being IN A FANDOM theirs so mcuh love and passion within the community it just so happens there's so much bad at the same time. But honestly? I wouldn't have it any other way it's apart of history atp and in a way it brings us all closer, even if shitty.
It's not something you can offically diagonis but I do suffer from it, I spend hours upon horus day dreaming, at some point it's all I did, it's been like this for years and hasseverly negatively impacted my lfe. I struggle with anxitey, socializing, making friends, and the good ol stuff you need to function. I have for sure imporved and have made progress but I do still spend a lot of time daydreaming to muic, jsut pacing around my hour over and over and over and over again lost in my fantiasez. It was my way of coping for many years with my loniless but having a website liek this helps me deal with it!
One of the good thigns to come from it are my Jordan River ocs, I love them so much and it has allowed me to really develop them. Their dynamics and designs all mean so much to me.
I spend so many hours dreaming that like, I dunno, it feels so integrale to my daily life!.
Most of you will know me from this fandom propably, I'm a massive Jabber and Amo fan, they mean the world to me, I don't talk abotu hcs much nor my theories because honestly most of mine arent original nor are they ground breaking, Im not very perspective either so it's nothing impressive either. However I do love them with all my heart
Yes. Bully. I barely interact with it for painfully obvious reasons but god I love the game a bunch, please please please yap to me about it or anything else, I don't like giving my inout but I love hearing others go crazy.
It's avery niche fandom and small but tight packed with love! Everything happens in the discord server but if I'm being honest I left it. I just don't really connect with the majority of the fandom which is basically everyone due to size and I don't really agree with their interpetatiosn of stuff majorly enough to not really like itneracting, I have my own itnerpations on things but their hot takes in it so I'm a minority in it. WIth that being said this is where my lovely ophie came from, my perfect and beautiful Ophelia Fontenot, she is my comfort character like Jabber and is really important to me with Desdemona (Meaty) being a VERY VERY close second.
If I wasn't so subtle before..
I'm alternative, I dress in sweet lolita and hime gyaru (lolita is my primary) I love fashion a lot. I have a bunch of coords I like to share and love yapping with others about it. Despite the fact I don't dress in it, I adore gothic lolita a lot, my beloved Nami is canonically gothic lolita
Hime gyaru is less primary but I love dressing it a lot, the makeup is difficult for me to do as eyeliner is extermely difficult, #Imfuckingblindandwearglasses, so it's super hard for me to nail down.
To anyone out there who dresses punk...your so cool, your so cool your so cool did you know your so cool to me. I adore the values of the punk subculture, I don't say I'm apart of it necessary but the core values I agree with. But we're talking fashion here and everyone knows you don't gotta look the part to be punk as it's a politcal and social subculture, but the fashion to come from it is so intresting to me. I think it's the authecity, it's undeniably self expressive and a massive part of it and any alternative fashion is a statement, what draws me into punk is the poltical statement made with the fashion alone (I.E battle jackets, the diy aspect) makign your own stuff or the research requiered to support the community takes a lot of work that I admire.
whether you dress in it or not I think your super fucking cool and I'm scared to interact with cool people but just know I think your super cool.
I love you I love you guys so much, I love it. It it wasn't clear I'm a big fan of goth fashion. I've always been a big fan of specifally older goth makeup, I personally prefer it and seperate it from modern goth makeup, which isn't a diss, their different in a subtle way which is why I don;t group it in the same category in my brain but I love both equally. Older goth makeup has this grudge looks, its not perfect, the faded and dark eyeliner, it has an imperfect look that appeals to me so much. Then with modern makeup people go CRAZY so of the looks done are geninuely so tuff I adore you looks so much.
This is where I get nerovus to yap but here we goooo...
This is a pet peeve but a minor pet peeve of mine is just this, I'm right your wrong culture in fandoms, specfically the indirect ones. Yknow, those people who only interact with you to disagree or to say why they think your wrong or how your persepctive is wrong then ghost you? Like it's fine, I love debates and interpatitiosn it's fun but their are people who never talk to you who pull up just say your wrong 20 times and its like???? It not that you disagree it's that it's whenever I pull up you appear to only interact with me when you wanna debate like damn I listen to you can you do the same???
Vlamir Novic didn't spend years perfecting his craft and story about a sick and twisted pedophile, do all the steps to show he's unreliable, show Dolores as a victim, and descrbie his ideal cover only for film makers to make is a love story, make multiple movies a love story adn a fucking cover that depicts a stick pentracting a lolipop and book covers of young girls. AND THEN for fucking proshippers to reply to media of the covers and psoter with some descritve fantasy about minors and how it's "romantic" and "hot" DO NOT PLAY WITH ME I'm so serious abotu this I hate everyone who thinks this way I geninuely cannot fathom how you people read that book and saw that movie and didn't think Humbret was a sicko. The movie was ass and even so it doesn't take a genius to watch the movie and be like "oh well the movie says its okay because their making dolores eye candy" like ya the movie did do that and fuck it too but you don't a need a movie to show you thats it's wrong for you see that and thinks its wrong. To be mroe clear it's insane how grown adutls will watch that movie and despite the fact it romactizes it, the movie is still clear about the age and it doesn't take a movie telling you its wrong for you to understand its wrong, you should be able to look at the mvoie and be like "the director is weird af for this" EVEN IF IT"S ROMACTICIZING THE BOOK. UGH.
I love lolita fashion so much but I'd be lying if i didn't say it isn't toxic. There's so much classism, racism, and ironically misgony in minor areas. It's not all over nor the majority btu I notice sentiments like yeah, ill admit when I first got into lolita I was on Amazon but over time I realized I actually like the subculture and wanted to join it mroe hoenstly so I began supportign brands and such. but the newbies there will be a select few people tearing them a new one for buying from amazon, like their new??? You can't expect someone to spend so much money on dress if they aren't sp sure yet. It's inheriatly an expensive subculture that I work a lot to support since it brings me great joy, you can't expect newcomers to understand this and isntead you should provide alternatives, shops, replicas like on 42Lolita, to be mad at someone new for not dropping so much money like that is insane.
I love ero-loltia so much but the people who say there's "rules" to how long skirts should be and such are insane, no your skirt doesn't need to be that long, no you don't need to be modest. I think there is rules in order for classifcation purposes in subcultures but not rules to how you should dress altnatively. What I mean is how someone can do doll makeup and maybe they call it gyaru, you wouldn't say "you're not alternative" when they clearly are you'd say "that's not really gyaru makeup" and either correct them or give them poitners if they ask. There are people who say, "you're not loltia if you skirt is this short" no they are lolita you just think that loltia needs to be modest when it doesn't its made to make a statment, you dress like dolls, princesses, etc, there or no modesty rules. In my book lolita is defined by teh sillutee, the coordnation of your outfit, and elements that define the specfic subculture, ruffles and lace being the primaries for almost all dresses and then details like pritns and scressoiros defining subculture. It's not your skirt length, its your silloute, as long as you can use that petticoat your lolita to me.
Okay this is the first real pet peeve, the others were just slander, this is just somethign that mildly irks me but I wouldn't hate ppl for it because lowkey it's fun to others peoples takes on designs (and I'd still think ur cool) I just personally am not the biggest fan. Okay this is very specfic but when a character has like sort sort hair, we're taking like buzzed sides, low taper fades, or like areas of the hair that are buzzed down and they make it like long as the rest of the hair. I dunno why it bugs me I think it's because It stands out to my design wise that I like. For example like Gary from Bully, I can imagine the rest of his hair grown out, I can't imagine him without the fade on the sides. This is really minor and just a personally non-fav of mine but once again no slander if you do it I think all art is peak.
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